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these past few days, i've been feeling so bored. i get so bored doing the things that i used to enjoy doing--watching jdorama, reading novels, playing RPG, browsing through magazines, surfing the net, hanging out with friends (see?even spending time with friends bores me..) even sketching (my passion!) seems to be losing its charms on me. everything around me seems to make no sense. i am feeling a certain numbness and coldness in me. i don't seem to care about anything anymore.. i don't even get nervous on taking exams or presenting a report in fornt of the class. i don't even give a damn whether i wake up the next day or not (seriously..)
nothing seems to satisfy me. it's as if there's a hollow space inside of me. never felt this empty before. others might refer to it as depression. i'll simply call it--boredom.. getting bored trying to explain myself to everyone.. so bored trying to prove my worth. i am so tired of hoping for people to see pass through me and actually see me. so bored trying to prove my existence or worrying about what other people might think about me.
just bored.. bored with life i guess..
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